my own

ac room
lying down staring at the ceiling- trying

no more
maggie, old magazines, newspapers, work documents

19 degrees
garam garam, glossy page three celebs, garfield/calvin, scribbling random thoughts
polished bowl, bikini football glamour, aspiration, overambitious

tried again

not troubled
am at my best
giving myself time (for what is still a mystery)
thinking about my own self (not about the others that comprise of me)
being in my own space, my own world (not sharing it with everyone, with anyone)

doesn’t bother me
doesn’t bother me at all.. being possessive of my space, my thoughts, my life, myself

i am my own at 1:34 am

achievement