can u imagine?

Monday, August 30, 2010

more & less

I dislike more
I like lesser

I hate more
I love less

I want more
I need less

I object more
I allow less

I am more
I can less

I realise more
I letgo less

I search more
I find less

I do more
I wish less

Saturday, August 28, 2010

its high time

I need to get away
I need to run
I need to find myself

I am disconnected
I am detached
I am disappointed

I disapprove of people
I dislike many more things
I didn't think it would all be so soon

I want to get away
I want to run
I want to find myself

its high time.

Monday, December 07, 2009

miss u.

There I times when I miss you a lot
When I see a perfect moment captured,
When I smile at familiar common routes,
When I wonder what you'd have to say

There are times when I miss you a lot
When I need a hug
When I'm craving to share
When I need a shoulder to cry

There are times I miss you a lot
When I think of common favorites
When I quote things you've said
When I spot things you'd love

There are endless times I miss you a lot

Sunday, December 07, 2008

bbq

For the thrill and the soul of it
For the grill with the coal in it

A bunch of us set out, to have a good time
For the thrill and the soul of it
For the grill with the coal in it


Maybe for lunch, we thought at one time
Then maybe at supper time
Cross fires among the bunch by dinner time
And then way past the middle of the night

A bunch of us set out, to have a good time
For the thrill and the soul of it
For the grill with the coal in it


Then came another day
With each one having their own say
Doing as an what each may
This time it was another day
Once again, it was well past the middle of the night

A bunch of us set out to have fun
For the thrill and the soul of it
For the grill with the coal in it

Another enthusiastic attempt to make it happen
For only the rains to come and dampen
The thrill and the soul of it
The grill with the coal in it

In all of this the bunch of us had a good time.

Friday, October 10, 2008

its the common language of music

Sunday, June 29, 2008

In Anticipation Of Change

One Day

Swirling up- round and round the floors of the car park- shocked to see the number of cars already parked
Walking into one of the wings- smiling at the feeling of having done this
Broad corridors, shiny floors, an captivating smell of freshly brewed coffee

Entry formalities.
Amidst tens - Some like me, Some unlike, Some making me wonder

Now the rounds and rounds of entry. Psychometric- done- fun. Another round- all about me, only me, just me. . another of things I value, choices I make, influences in my life, decisions I take
So much about myself

The Psychologist. - read me like a book, knew me inside out- i sat there- amazed at the precision. Scared of being so honest.


Another Day

Took extra long to dress up.. Hoping the seconds ticked slower.. Extra conscious of my look-uneasy
Parked in the preferred section… cheap thrill

Waited chatting with a transfer - competitor. Dislike.
Two more rounds. Triumph, Disappointment
Glad with the first- implementing the learning of ‘perspective’. In the second i realized my weakness.
Learning to reason with the situation

Competitor drove away in a Red H2...immediate fondness.
Worried-anxious- nervous- desperate- sleepless


The Final Day

Panic in the morning.
Luckily, had buffered in ample time for wardrobe mishaps, traffic & the parking rounds. Reached 15 min early- typically me.

Hated the relaxing red chairs in the waiting room… attempted to ease the stress but thought they were in appropriate.
I sat upright on the edge- typically me.

50 long min of chatting.. Experience, situations, number crunching, examples. Enjoyed myself- typically me

Lost the race.

Built it in my character, my stride.
Look forward to change

Thursday, June 12, 2008

the love for the movies

Yesterday boy and a girl met at the mall after work, by 5 pm
Decided to do a movie together

Seemed like a gr8 idea since they hadn't don’t one together in a long time


He came by his car, she in hers. He reached before her.
Grinning like a young boy, eyes dancing like those of a 20 yr old boy meeting his girlfriend

Mutual decision on The Bank Job, but a much later show 7:15pm
They bought popcorn & nachos, settled at some seating near the cinemas
Sat close to each other, ate from the same bucket, giggled at the Mall by passers

We went back 6 years in time. I must have done something right somewhere- is what I thought to myself.

Recommended Experience- movie- love- mall