can u imagine?

Saturday, May 27, 2006

fan club

member One
admirably i look up as i feel the aura of presence..
calmness, compassion, understanding, humour, knowledge, experience, love- all of it personified into one

alert and sensitive to the vibes that sail out of her.. i wonder if the others around me feel them.. a prang of jealously distracts me and i look around to notice the others

member Two
impressed by the school of thought
fun, teasing, gossip, friends, current affairs, care, spirituality- yada yada i enjoy thoroughly

a stimulated mind and an easy feeling heart.. i wonder what that person thinks of me..
a tickle down my spine leaves me conscious and i am left only trying to sit up straight

member Three
looking forward to the company
easy going, individualistic, allowing, experimenting, adventurous- some of the many qualities

a twinkle in the eye and the permission to speak out my mind.. i unwind as this god sent absorbs me a pull myself in as i stop to wonder if i could be like wise in return

member Four
the ultimate
charming, creative, innovative, experimenting, loving, passionate, funny, sensitive, permissive,.. beyond my limited vocabulary

i long for the moment, to feel safe, warm, loved, forgiven, encouraged, stimulated, chirpy, excited, re-energised
i cling on- not feeling jealous, not feeling conscious, not feeling obliged.. only feeling loved.

3 Comments:

Blogger ± said...

fan club aplications?
terms and conditions?
Eligibility?

2:26 PM  
Blogger justme said...

entries closed for the moment(unless i slip and wish to be partial).. too many members to handle
(but otherwise-have to leave an impression(more like a "pathaar ki lakeer" on my heart and mind to be able to qualify)

terms and conditions..none what so ever..

eligibility...have to crack me to be able to qualify and then able to live up to it

12:25 PM  
Blogger ± said...

I like it.
You know what you want and have set yourself a benchmark.
People might say hard to get but i say the harder the better.
Hard to get just translates as high degree of self respect and security.
But tell me, is hard to get hard to talk to as well?
If yes, then I'm not playing :-(

pathar ki lakeer is possible. but then again... dil o dimag needs to be within striking distance to do that.

Considering I do not see any other way to communicate besides this comment window... it may be a function of time. Or futility. Depends on you.

But in any case, I'm game.

10:28 PM  

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