i write this to say

i lay by your side
warm, secure, rested, contended
the moment any of the above jitters in my mind i move closer to you being able to connect to your aura
i continue to lay by your side

i look at your face
sleeping, childlike, resting, loveable
i see all the things we've done together, the first times, the again and agains- i realize i want this forever
i continue to look at your face

i love you for being you
caring, cautious, fun, wise
all the things you do to make me smile, to make me cry, to calm me, to bug me remind me of how much i love every bit of you
i continue to love you for being you

i apoligise for the tough times
rude, insensitive, unrealistic, naive
all the times when i've disappointed you, hurt your feelings, fought, nagged- only wish so much i hadn’t done it all
i continue to apoligise for the tough times

i write this to say- i love you

road one:-
raising expectations,
benchmark setting,
being the point of reference,
above comparisons,

feeling: strength-pride-win-achievement
contra:- ego-over confidence-powerful'est'


road two:-
living upto expectations,
crossing the benchmark,
having a reference point,
being compared,

feeling: weak-ashamed-looser-failure
contra:- motivated-learning-grow'ing'


tough to choose
at work, in love, in friendship, in everything

scared to maintain track
fear of being type-casted