Missing me (in my own holiday trip)

So,  traveling with 18 people.. Is not something I would not very readily opt for!

Not that I am Not having fun..  I am. 

Love the weather and how interesting romantic (not in the mushy way) it is.
Love my driving time... The roads,  The greenery,  the smells of vegetation.
Love my comfort level with the people I am traveling with.
Most of all love how much Vedika is enjoying herself with 5-6 other KIDS.

BUT,  I'm out since Friday night (4days).. And
Now I am tierd.
Now I miss myself.
Now I need me time (I have gotten out and walked 2 times in 4 days).
Now I miss Vedika time.
Now I miss my routine.
Now I miss my comfort zone.

I miss me. 

An amazing vacation indeed,  but I can't wait for it to end.

I can't chit chat until the wee hours of the night.
I can't get myself to sing, or sing along,  or suggest a song.
I can't stand the thought of not getting to read my book in the night.
I can't get myself to drink and unwind.
I can't be surrounded by women and children all the time.

I just can't.

Me time

I'm curled up in a single bed, 
under a clean quilt.

The room temperature has dropped enough for me to want to stay snuggled hugging my body heat.

I rarely every wake up and stay in bed,
But as I am doing it today..  I realise what I've been missing.

Its peaceful. 
Its me with my thoughts.
Its about reflecting on the scatter brainness I deal with.
Its about dreaming,  planning,  scheming,  missing.
Its about smiling,  smirking,  frowning.

Me time it is.

Garima.

It's her attitude to life.

It's her gutts to be who she is.

It's how she has grown up to be such a well rounded individual.

It's how hottt she looks in anything and everything she wears.

It's how openly she switches between abuses and praises.

It's how she has gained patience on  a lot of things that would earlier tick her off totally!

It's how unconditionally she loves and can be around a handful of us privileged ones she calls friends.

Its how she wants me to splurge on myself and her.

It's how she can smoothly knock my head and make me reprioritize life and relationships.

Can't get enough of Garima.

Wish her a world full of fulfillment and madness.