breaking up

telephone number: cheap, mass publication
me: desperate
voice: elderly, experienced
me: inquiring, respectful, courteous, desperate
conversation: one-sided, complaining, scribing
me: listening (wondering if the number dialed was correct), patient
feeling: unknown, hesitant, mistake
me: struggling, desperate
result: a plan


the object: red-maroon peeling, open front, visible age
me: desperate
image: old, under cover, one side scared (zeenat aman in a movie)
me: hesitant, disapproving, letting-go
experience: rickety, cold, quiet
me: without support, alone, helpless, desperate
team: voice and object- perfect match, perfect synchrony
result: one down


the object: dejavu
me: power of money
the voice: getting softer, smaller, friendlier
me: desperate, accommodating
experience: with a ray of hope
me: careful, polite, requesting- cracked the nut
image: still under cover
result: couple of more down, at a price


the object: same
me: feeling the odds
the voice: asking for more, unsatisfied, bullying
me: "giving in" with warnings, still desperate
experience: same
me: seeing the end
image: demanding, still a team, realizing strength
me: withdrawing, disconnecting
result: end


telephone number: cheap, mass publication
me: desperate
voice:different..